Old-fashioned

This entry is part 4 of 5 in the series Trees

For a few years, I lived in a colonial house with a big yard. Despite its Depression-Era genesis, no details, in and around the house, were spared. However, by the time I took over the property, it was begging for some tender-loving care.

On the south side of the house, there was a hawthorn tree. It was allowed to grow wild and was tall enough that I could look out of the windows on the second floor to enjoy its white flowers in the spring. Its shades would keep the sunroom cool in the summer. Birds loved hiding in its leafy branches and feeding on its red fruits.[1] Alas, the thorns and the uninviting odor.

On the other side of the driveway, there were two other old-fashioned trees—a buckeye and a tulip tree, standing on a narrow strip of soil along the property line, sandwiched in by driveways on both sides. The ownership of these trees was never declared, nor did it lead to any disputes.

Having studied and worked for many years in Ohio—the Buckeye State, I only knew how a buckeye tree looked like after moving into the old house. Every spring, cream-colored flowers with spotty red center would stand out from the branches like little candelabras, ready to lite up a great hall for the most splendid banquet.

The tulip tree was the tallest and the prettiest among these trees.[2] Its leaves had the most distinguishable characters: palm-shaped with four wide blades, symmetrical—as if someone clipped off their tips. On breezy evenings, the sound of fluttering leaves sang me to sleep. Because the sepals of its tulip-like flowers were pale green, blending in easily with the leaves, I often failed to notice them until the driveway was strewn with large petals.

Every May all these trees will bloom about the same time. Concerto? Competition? Conspiracy? Organized activism? No matter. The enthusiasm was obvious. Standing at the edge of my backyard, I would see the perfect blend of light green, cream and white moving in accordance with spring breezes.

Then, tragedies would take place with unexpected storms. Suddenly, bright-color confetti on the branches would become muddy chutney on the ground. It would be the prelude of what’s to come later in the season: Leftover haws and prickly buckeye fruits with their inedible nuts would give me the runaround, keeping them off the driveway. After adding their glorious yellow to the autumn foliage, fallen tulip tree leaves would make the ground slippery.

Some friends made fun of me trying to keep up with these trees. But I loved the fact that they had been part of the landscape for a long time, not only on my land but also in the general geographical area. For the joy that they brought me, it was only fair that I took good care of them. After all these years, I still think of them often.


[1]Haws (hawthorn fruits) can be made into jellies. Fruits of Chinese hawthorn (Crataegus pinnatifida) 山楂 are similar to crabapples in color and size. They are often used in herbal medicine and/or made into sweets. Tanghulu 糖葫蘆, sugar-coated haws on bamboo skewers, are most popular with children.

[2]It is often said that tulip trees are the tallest and straightest tree in the forests in Eastern North America.

Green Star

It has been a year since my brother texted me early in the morning to share the news of our half-sister’s passing. Even though I had not been in touch with her for years, the news still saddened me.

Her name was Green Star. When in her early twenties, she was very ill with tuberculosis. Dad brought her to Taiwan hoping the warmer climate would be good for her health. After our parents met, mom began taking her to the free clinic at the Anti-tuberculosis Association. She gradually regained her strength.

Dad said that she was born in the year of rabbit. If true, she would have been four years younger than mom. Her only daughter, nicknamed 寶貝 (Baobei, Treasure), was about three years older than me. Even though she always lived on the other side of our house, before I was old enough to understand the intricacy of the relationship, I used to identify her as “Baobei’s mom.”

A very attractive and always in style, she was forever an enigma to me. As a child, I observed her from a distance. Unlike the rest of the family, socializing was an important part of her daily life. Chattering of visitors often came through the thin wall, separating her apartment from the rest of the house. Often, she played mahjong with friends for long hours.

She was a connoisseur of food. Some years, she would make her own black bean sauce (Doubanjiang, 豆瓣醬). She would bring sealed medium-size urns with steamed and seasoned soybeans out to the garden. During the long fermentation process, she would, occasionally, unsealed the containers to check on the condition and the consistency of the paste. The sweet and salty smell of the paste would float into the house. Her oyster omelets had the perfect amount of salt and scallions. The texture was just right: not as runny as the ones from the night market and not too dry. But it wasn’t often that we ate together.

For years, she wanted to be a Chinese opera star. She even had a stage name 安寧 (An-ning, Tranquility). Several times a week, she rehearsed at home with a fiddle master—very much like an opera diva with her personal coach/accompanist. When she was a teenager, she ran away with a theater troop. Dad reported her missing and eventually brought her home. She never forgave him for having stopped her career potential cold. I remembered that a few times she had strong arguments with dad. I was little and they were speaking Zhèjiāng dialect, so I didn’t really know what was wrong. Vaguely, I remembered mom trying to keep me and Robert away.

After her divorce and other challenges in life, her attitude towards dad softened. When dad was in and out of the hospital during the last years of his life, she took good care of him. Later, with the younger generation away from home, she and mom got closer.  They would have meals and watch TV together. Occasionally she even participated in some family get-togethers on mom’s side. Robert and I, however, never kept constant contact with her.

By the time I heard about her death, Baobei had taken care of the funeral and burial. There was never a chance to say Good-bye. After all these years, having gone on to pursue an artistic life with the blessing of my parents, I finally began to understand her life-long frustration. However, I missed the chance to share my thoughts with her.