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Il notturno effluvio floreal

This entry is part 6 of 28 in the series Goldfish

Tosca entices her lover Cavaradossi to join her for an intimate evening by saying:

È luna piena
e il notturno effluvio floreal
inebria il cor. Non sei contento?

It is full moon.
And the nocturnal floral perfume
Inebriates the heart. Aren’t you content?

When I read these lines for the first time, the pungent scent of cestrum nocturnum floated up in my memory.  I loved that the librettist(s) used the word effluvio (effluvium): a strong smell that could be unpleasant.

There was a cestrum nocturnum, commonly known as night blooming jasmine, in our backyard.  At night, the rich, sweet yet slightly decaying perfume filled the space.  It was at the same time attractive and noxious.  Whether it intoxicated my little heart or not, it certainly haunted me night after night.

There were plenty of floral perfumes in our garden:  orange jessamine leaned against the fence near the gate.  Jasmines hid under taller shrubs.  Honeysuckles wrapped around the corner of the house.  I learned very early on that plants with tiny white flowers bloomed at night and spread perfumes to attract nocturnal insects.  It is, nevertheless, the odor of cestrum nocturnum that forever reminds me of the sounds and images of night.

I was born a night owl.  Mom would put me to bed.  And, I would stay awake for a long time, listening to all kinds of sounds:  Outside, the insects were chirping tirelessly.  Inside, my parents were talking about the day, about the world and about us.  They tried to speak softly so not to wake us up.  They often spoke in Japanese.  I never knew if they didn’t want us to understand the conversations, or if they felt most comfortable communicating that way. Sometimes, they listened to a classical music program 音樂風 on the radio.

The nocturnal air was damp and cool.  The powerful rotten smell came through the windows.  I began wondering if all was fine, if evil spirits were at work destroy lives and if . . .

Those were the peaceful nights of my youth.

“After a little I am taken in and put to bed. Sleep, soft smiling, draws me unto her: and those receive me, who quietly treat me, as one familiar and well-beloved in that home: but will not, oh, will not, not now, not ever; but will not ever tell me who I am . . .”—James Agee, A Death in the Family, adapted by Samuel Barber in “Knoxville: Summer of 1915.”

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Father’s garden

This entry is part 5 of 28 in the series Goldfish

There weren’t girls of my age in the neighborhood.  My brother and his little gang didn’t like to play with me.  I spent lots of time with dad in the garden.

Dad never paid much attention to landscaping.  He would put down new plants wherever there was enough room for them to grow.  From time to time, he would bring home wild plants that he found on the roadsides.  Since dad usually didn’t carry much cash in his pockets, venders would show up at our door delivering plants that dad desired.  (Bookstore clerks would deliver books in the same manner.)

There were always luscious colors in our garden.  Intertwining bougainvillea and allamanda draped over the front gate.  Every year white camelias were the first to bloom in late winter.  Light purple and pink azaleas then burst into flames near the front porch.  Roses and hibiscus followed with exuberant red.  Oleander and cotton roses added rich pink to the palette. Even though there was a bamboo pergola by the front windows, scarlet cypresses and morning glories climbed freely around the shrubs.  Portulaca and other small annuals covered the ground.

Looking out from the house, the focal point of the garden was a persimmon tree standing slightly to the right of the porch.  Every autumn small fruits would fill up the branches.  As they ripened, their beautiful color brightened up the front entrance.  The branches were high enough that we couldn’t climb up to reach for the fruits.  Mom always said that, since we didn’t make much effort to take care of the tree, the fruits wouldn’t be tasty.  A few times, when the fruits dropped to the ground and seemed to be intact, I secretly tried them: The skin was thick and astringent.  The flesh was sweet enough to satisfy a child’s curiosity but not enough for a snack.

In the back yard, there was a longan (龍眼) tree, most likely self-seeded.  Its trunk stood out of large landscape rocks.  For years, it wasn’t very productive.  Yet, it brought cool shades to the back of the house.

Dad’s garden was also a place for music making.  Four o’clock flowers were perfect little trumpets.  Large snails were harmful to small plants.  But their empty shells could turn into horns.  Waxy leaves made great reeds.

Snapdragons are called “gold-fish herbs” or “rabbit flowers” in Chinese because of the shapes of the flowers.  The petals would move like rabbit lips when squeezed.  Creeping wood sorrel (醡漿草) with large leaves spread easily.  Their stems tasted acidy and earthy.  Peeling off the juicy outer layer, the long stringy stems became fun toys.  Hooking your leaves/stem with your playmate’s, pulling to see whose leaves would break off first.  Sometimes, one could even play this game alone.

Dad grew unusual plants:  There was a pomegranate plant in the front yard.  I loved its beautiful flowers.  Since the climate wasn’t perfect for its need, it never grew large.  Still, we were excited when it grew fruits.  It was fun to break them up to find the jewel like seeds inside.  They were sour but juicy.  Dad tried growing tobacco once.  I remembered its large leaves took over a corner of the yard.  The flowers were pretty.

Another time, dad grew sorghums.  I only knew the name of the grain from textbook.  I knew that they grew in Northern China.  I was very surprised to see them getting taller and stronger in our own yard.  One day, dad broke a stem and handed it to me.  It tasted like sweet syrup!  Their bushy cluster of grains in rich reddish brown also made a deep impression on me.

Later I wondered if dad grew these exotic plants out of homesickness.  I always wanted to know if dad ever planned to stay in Taiwan long term.  Or, was it a sojourn turned into permanent residency accidentally?