Border crossing

Building a wall along the southern border to prevent illegal crossing has been headlining for weeks. For a country, borders manifest sovereignty. For individuals who wish to crossover, they can either be symbolic stopping points that cause minor inconvenience or major hurdles that can be life-changing.

Years ago, before one of her visits, mom told me that, while in North America, she wanted to go to Canada visiting friends. To avoid any complications, I drove from Kent, Ohio with a friend to Buffalo, New York to apply for a tourist visa in advance. In the early afternoon, the waiting room at the Consulate was crowded with people of various ethnicities and ages. Families of multiple generations sat together. Some with apparent legal representatives. People talked quietly. There’s tension in the air.

My friend looked around and said, “This is where everyone is equal.” I disagreed. Although all applications would be processed based on the same regulations, some applicants definitely had better chances of having their wishes granted. One’s origin, which happened not by choice, matters; one’s financial stability, which supports one’s activities while in hosting country, matters; one’s personal history—education, religion, professional records and, in some cases, marital status—matters. Concerning these legal matters, I always consider myself among the privileged ones. Yet, even someone like me could encounter challenges crossing borders.

My first student visa that allowed me to enter this country came with a heavy price. Back then, all foreign students had to provide “evidence” of financial adequacy for the entire first year—tuition, books, room & board plus miscellanies expenses. This regulation, for many ambitious youngsters, had proven to be a deterrence. Without mom’s support, I would never have the opportunity to begin a new life in the States.

As I transferred from school to school and matriculated through the degree system, I had to renew my visa and/or obtain new visas—not without drama. By the time that I completed all the course work and began the preparations for my dissertation, I knew that, in order to pursue my dream of becoming a professional musician/ researcher, I had much work to do. I needed to be at a place where I could find information to support my research. I also need to be at a place where I could continue to polish up my skills and to gain more experiences. The United States seemed to be the right place for me professionally.

But, first, I wanted to make a trip to Europe. To save some money, my travel agent Donna, who helped me long-distance from Omaha, Nebraska, suggested that I flew into Germany and traveled by train from there. I heard wonderful things about the rail system in Europe. So, I gladly agreed.

In pre-European-Union time, traveling with a Republic of China passport meant that I needed multiple visas to get around. Donna was superb in finding great deals and planning trips. However, she never worked with anyone that needed a visa for every stop. She called German and Italian Consulates in Detroit and was told by high ranking officers that I would be able to apply for visas at their offices.

Things went OK at German Consulate. I only needed to make another trip to pick up the visa—since I would be leaving in a week. But my application went nowhere at the Italian Consulate. They said that, since I wanted to study at a University, I would have to go back to my country of origin to apply for the proper visa. The bad news infuriated Donna. She tracked down the lady who gave her the “go-ahead” and got a new verdict: If I would show up when they opened the door on Monday morning with my documents, they would grant me a visa.

I got up in the middle of the night; made the four-hour trip and stood right in front of the office. The gentleman who opened the door seemed shocked to see me. But, right away, he realized who I must have been and ushered me in. The lady who promised me a visa also came out to greet me. I got the visa and their blessing.

Two days later, I flew out to Frankfurt.  No one checked my documents as I passed the entry door.  (I must have looked “American” enough.) No one looked at my paper on the train until we got to the Austrian border.

Uniformed officials got on board. I handed one of them all the papers. He yelled for 70 Marks. I only had US Dollars. So, he removed me from the train and took me to a room with Interpol fugitives photos/images posted on the walls. Several officials surrounding me started arguing. Here and there I picked up a few words. Apparently, my transit visa for Germany had expired—Donna and I forgot to calculate in the time difference. And, I didn’t have a transit visa to go through Austria—even though I wouldn’t be getting off the train. Eventually, they decided to let me through and told me to pay for the visa.

I went to the currency exchange window and asked for 70 Marks. The gentleman asked me why I needed that amount. I told him what happened on the train. As it turned out, a visa would not cost that much. He gave me the correct exchange and wished me bon voyage. I got back on the train as all my fellow passengers looked at me strangely. LESSON LEARNED.

Half year later, before making my return trip, I went to Rome and got all the correct documents. My passport and US visa were current. But I got held up at the Northwest check-in counter at Frankfurt airport. The first Golf War just ended. All airports were on high alert. For whatever reason the ticket agent felt that I was suspicious, she refused to issue me a boarding pass!!! (AND, SHE WASN’T GOING TO EXPLAIN IT TO ME.) Out of desperation, I pulled out an introductory letter from my dissertation advisor—it was meant for research purposes. Very reluctantly, the agent checked me in.

Following these traumatic experiences, I began a 14-year self-imposed exile which deserves a separate post.  During those years, I was asked many times why I couldn’t just become a US citizen.  My long and twisted answers only confused my friends further.  If someone like me—who has the means to always go through the proper channels in order to stay on the right side of the law—could run into so many difficulties crossing the borders, try to imagine what an insurmountable challenge it could be for a refugee and/or a poor person.  Every immigration application comes with a long story.  I respect the law but wish that more people can have the chances of having their stories heard.

年夜飯 (New Year’s Eve dinner)

It is the eve of Lunar New Year. People travel long distance by car, by train or by planes to return to their hometowns. For some families, it means to have several generations all gather under one roof—once in a year. Every family has its favorite dishes for New Year’s Eve reunion dinner 團圓飯. There are also regional specialties. However, based on traditions, a few items are must-haves on every table: chicken, fish, oranges and rice cakes.

In Mandarin Chinese, chicken 雞 is pronounced “jī” while the character for luck or auspicious 吉 is pronounced “jí.” Other than the tonal differences, they sound very similar. For New Year celebration, chicken is often paired with chestnuts 栗, which sound the same as “advantageous” 利 — “lì.” 吉利 is good fortune. Fish 魚 and overabundance 餘 are homophonous— “yú.” “Having fish” 有魚/有餘 is a reassurance of plenitudes in the coming years.

The character for citrus is “桔”: One side means “wood or plant;” the other side, “luck.” With their golden color, oranges are symbols of prosperity. The name “kumquat” derives from the Cantonese pronunciation for 金橘 “golden orange.” Candied kumquats are popular treats during this time of the year. Small kumquat plants are common celebratory decorations.

There are many varieties of rice cakes, from plain to sweet, from sticky to leavened. Regardless of the differences, they all signify “promotion and prosperity” in the new year, since cake糕 shares the pronunciation with 高 “high”— “gao.” Flour of glutinous rice is the main ingredient for these cakes. Sticky 黏 and year 年 is another set of homonyms— “nian.” White sticky rice cakes, shaped in strips and flavorless, are usually sliced crosswise into small piece and used in savory dishes. Sweet sticky rice cakes are larger in size, often in the color of brown sugar, sometimes flavored with Osmanthus or orange peels. They can be sliced and eaten cold or heated. Battered and deep-fried sweet rice cake was my favorite winter snack. The ones with orange peels were the best.

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發糕 (fa gao) is a type of leavened rice cake, popular in southern China and Southeastern Asia.[1] Although they have the appearance of cupcakes, they are steamed and not baked. One of the most popular New Year’s greetings is 恭喜發財 (“gon-xi-fa-cia”—wishing you prosperity, making lots of money). As a wish for progress and fortune in the new year, mom would buy 發糕 every year. Their rough texture and plain flavor never interested me as a child. But, after I left home, they were the one thing that I really missed.

Every year before we sat down for the feast, we would worship our ancestors. My parents were not religious. But we all took the ceremony seriously. We raised incense sticks and bowed three times. I always took it as a way to give thanks. Dad insisted that there must be nine dishes on the table. (He wasn’t very good at explaining the reason.) I remembered that, in some years, when mom came up short of nine dishes, she would divide some dishes into smaller portions—just to follow the ritualistic rules.

On any other days of the year, mom would ask us to finish everything in our bowl. On New Year’s Eve, mom would say to leave a bite, for good luck—有餘. With so much food on the table, by the time I tried a bite of everything, I would be full already. Before the table was cleared, Little Cop would already be out with his friends trying out their firecrackers. Every year, I tried to stay up till midnight, wanting to hear the huge strings of firecrackers chasing away the 年 monster. Every year, I fell asleep with my tummy full and my heart content, knowing that there would be a red envelope under my pillow in the morning. In my sweet dreams, I seemed to have heard the exciting sounds of firecrackers.


[1]Fa_goa_Wiki